i feel sad last nite...

in morning...
my skul AGM...
wao...
i feel hapy go 2 skul...
this is 1st time...
cz i thk i will gt post gua...
haha...
i vry hapy wait their ans...
i vry hapy...
whn i heard thier call my name...
i vry supprise...
suddenly...
i thk i hear wrng...
they said stor keeper...
stor keeper..?
i thk i hear wrng...
so i ask them again...
is tat me..?
is tat real..?
or is me ...
bt nt do stor keeper..?
no...
我真个人傻去。。。
whn i frm 1...
they wan me teach them dance...
i din said any thg...
frm 2...
i vry hard 2 teach them..
cz whn i frm 1 i de zui the teacher...
so my frien gt post..
so i din hv...
nvm...
i use my heart 2 teach...
on the AGM...
i oso din gt any post...
nvm..
cz i noe frm 5 ppl ned the post ...
so i nvm...
frm 3..
they wan me teach...
i teach....
other ppl use 1 year 2 prepare the competition...
they wan me use 1 month 2 teach them...
no..
not enough 1 month oso...
i din said any thg..
i teach...
in the dance..
gt 5 boy...
many of them duno hw 2 dance...
nvm...
i scold them...
i teach them...
at last we lose the competition...
this is the 1st time i lose in dance competition...
gt who else noe tat my feel...
1st time...
i nvr lose...
my heart...
broken..
i noe i m a samseng...
teacher wont lyk me...
i noe i m a bad guy...
lyk a shit...
frm 3 tat year...
i injured...
my life...
look lyk going dark...
cz i noe i cnt dance any more...
tat year AGM...
i din go..
cz my parent wont gv...
i gv my parent scold...
they pukul me...
in the time..
i feel lonely...
start on tat time...
i start dun lyk 2 join ppl...
i alway 1 ppl...
i feel lonely...
so wad...
i tell myself..
they gv jasper do jurulatih...
okay...
he is my gud frien...
so i feel hapy whn he hv tat post...
frm 3 tat year..
i din hv any post...
nvm..
i tell myself...
nvm...
so wad...
i tell myself again...
this year...
i continue teach boy dance...
i cn do nan ju jue...
i feel vry hapy..
bt my mum dun gv...
cz i noe...
i edy injured...
i cnt dance any more....
if i continue dance...
it will gt in troble...
so i din perfrm this year our skul concert...
act i vry wan 2 perfrm..
nvm..
i tel myself...
nvm...
this year...
i thk i cn hv tat post tat i wan...
jurulatih....
hw i noe...
stor keeper...?
wadz...
go 2 hell....
wad she thk about...
gv me do stor keeper...
ko said wad...
call them all nw cum n meeting...
who slow or din cum...
all no ned gv them post...
den straight deleted the ppl who din go...
i m the 1...
wadz....
is tat she stupid...
who m i..?
in dance...
mayb i m not the best in the world...
bt i noe...
i m the best in the club...
so dun wan gv me high post...
nvm...
okay...
no ned my teach....
ya..
mayb...
u still hv grl dancer....
u no ned us...
nvm...
dun gv me any chances tat cn teach other skul dance...
if not...
i will show u tat is u dun wan me 1st..
is u did lyk tat 1st...
i wont 4gv u...
eh..
bt i did lyk tat...
tat mean i make my frien , other dancer lose...
wad should i do...
i oso duno...


dun say the sad thg...
same day...
my frien send me the pic...
tat nite we photo in concert....


v ‘山牛’...
the nick name i gv she..
ps la...i duno hw 2 write her name...
her name look lyk is 善茹。。