boring...

my blog...
set as private...
vry long time ago...
din hv any 1 view my blog...
hv some ppl want my blog link...
but i din gv them...
why...?
i oso duno...
my blog as my dairy....
gv other ppl view my blog ...
jz look lyk gv other ppl noe my secreat...

yin...
i cnt 4 gt u...
r u noe tat i still miss u...
i noe tat i din same as him as good..
but tat 1 i noe n i can tell u is...
i love u....
n it will nvr less den he...
but i oso noe...
i m not suitable 4 u...
sum time i felt vrry angry v u...
n oso hate u...
but some time tat i will feel tat u leave me alone was a good choose...

grace...
u r my gud frien...
but duno y...
inside my heart...
u not jz a gud gud frien as this simple...
u r so so special 4 me...
tat feel i oso duno hw 2 ssay...
but i realy care u...

jia yin...
u r my dream grl...
u is the kind tat i love...
ur simple thg oso will make me confuse...
u smile...
i wil oso follow u b smile...
u sad...
den i oso will sad....
but u oso same as yin v me...
i m not suitable v u 2...
u 2 is 22222 nice n wonderfull...
but i m jz a fat, useless, meaningless guy...
this a 2 year...
i was change....
my change make many ppl hate me...
b4 i change...
which MAn will said me childish...
but whn i turn mature...
i lose many frien...

caster...
u...
u vry gud...
vry nice oso...
but i noe tat i m tat guy u wan...
i love sum time i still havent put u down...
i still will miss u...
but...
haiz...
i oso duno wad i wan...
i vry confuse...
yin...grace....jia yin...caster...
u this 4 grl...
keep on turning in my my eyes...
inside my brain...
inside my heart...
心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了……

wow...

long time din write blog d...
this a few day...
hapen many thg...
bt ofcz is sad more den hapy la....
saturday...
i go dance club early den normal i go...
cz gt ppl tell me tat gt china teacher cum n wana teach us dancing...
but...
i wait...
i waitt...
until the aktivity finish...
the teacher oso din cum..
haiz...
den i go st.john...
started it din hv any special thg...
who noe...
they said wan hv a commetee training ...
walao eh...
i dun wan...
haiz...
i kena sun burn again...
sunday...
i tell myself...
wan go n buy present 4 jia yin...
but i 4gt d...
haiz...
hole day..
duno go wad...
haiz...
monday...
walao eh...
angry nia...
为什么你要这么犯贱？？
人就是这样的咯，
我对你好不是代表我可以让你随心所欲的侮辱，
请不要挑战我的EQ。。
不然后果自负。。
不要逼我。。
they nvr respec me..
walao eh..
haiz..
i oso duno hw 2 say them..
so my frien tell me ignore them..
yes...
i did...
tuesday...
actualy ntg hapen la..
but hor...
my sis buy a movie...
nyo nya movie..
walao ...
gud movie...
i love it...
wednessday...
2day lol...
haiz..
ntg oso...
but hor...
they ju ran wan me write report 4 tat day st.john training...
haiz...
gai nia...
n oso 2day din hv tuition...
actualy is plan go mcd study...
but din hv ppl acc me...
i oso vry tired n my head vry pain...

女孩子很难知道的6件事~~~

(1)当一个孤独的男孩经常对你厣厣一笑时,他已经喜欢上你了
　　
　　(2)每次和你在一起的时候,他会很沉默,明明牵着你的手,却一会看天一会看云,你会认为他不喜欢你,错了,此时他眼里只有你,只是他习惯了一个人的感觉.
　　
　　(3)当你在也受不住沉默的时候,你提出分手.他没有忧郁一刻便答应了,你认为他是真的不爱你,错了,他只要幸福快乐,满足你所有欲望,所以宁可忍痛退出.
　　
　　(4)他答应以后,便故作一点也不在乎的,漫无经心的走掉了,但是你永远也不会知道他心里是多么难过,也许这是他真的知道世界上有一种感觉叫欲哭无泪.
　　
　　(5)分手后,他每次走过你身边,都会显得更无所谓,但是你不会知道,当你转身只后,他会静静望着你的背影偷偷留泪
　　.
　　(6)就在你终于知道他是多么爱你并且你也仍爱着他的情况下,你去他的廎室找他,推开门,他正在椅在床上默默叹气,你走进她他,他却顾也不顾的一把把你抱住,你笑了,这时却觉得衣襟湿湿的,你永远也不会知道,你的这个笑容,是他用多少不绵的泪夜换来的.

如果我能回到从前。。。

如果我能回到从前。。。
我想对你说我爱你。。。
我会好好珍惜你。。
因为我真的真的好爱你。。。

我还是以前的我吗？？

我发现。。。
我。。
不再是我。。
不是以前的那个我。。。
昨天听见紫双说。。
舞蹈的AJK就懒散。。
ST。ＪＯＨＮ的ＡＪＫ时候就很人真。。。
做了ＣＯＭＭＥＴＥＥ就不一样了。。。
我。。。
有吗。。？
我的立场从来没变过。。。
我帮舞蹈团教了那么多年的舞。。。
但他们却没有重视过我。。。
现在只剩最后一年了。。。
他们居然叫我做STOR KEEPER。。
明明是他们过桥拆板的。。。
哪能怪我无情。。。
昨天她和EUGINA 把话说得很过分。。
但。。
我居然没有以前的做风。。。
把他们骂得狗血领头。。。。
我。。。
真的没有那么做。。。
我。。
真的变了。。

17/10/09

2day...
is daniel b.day...
so wish he hapy b.day...
2day...
haiz ...
gv eugina n chee shuang shoot...
haiz...
dun wan say them...
say ytd eh thg...
wah...
we st.john farewell...
yeah...
we go n eat...
wah...
vry delicious....
tat shop is infron zhong hua high skul...
hahaha...
n thr oso gt kalaokay...
wao...
we sing ka siok siok...
eat oso dun wan eat...
all run go n sing...
hahaha..

Mr. Wong...

from 5 member..ex-member..n teacher....

our ex-pengerusi

hong xian(grl) n Kai sheng...

n other member n frm 5 member...


i very hapy in this nite....
hope them hv a gud luck n gud result...

11/10/09

2day...
1.30pm only woke up...
duno why...
feel lonely...?
my sis went out v her friend...
i think that maybe she went 2 pragin...
my brother , he also went out v friend....
look like went to gurny....
my parent, went out also...
but i duno they going whr...
when i woke up...
every one went out already...
jz me...
stay at home...
c movie...
now i only start feel that how long did i start less chat v them...
join v them...
how come will be lyk tat??
i oso duno...
every time...
my mother , my sis n bro will chat v she...
my dad, my mom n sis will chat v he...
my sis, my bro ,mom n dad will chat v she...
my bro , my sis will play v he, my mom will chat v he...
me...
i cnt chat v my bro...
we hv ntg 2 say...
sis, i cnt chat v she also...
cz she will said this is nt his buissness...
my mum, she alway jz will said tat dun join v my frien so many...
they r not gud children...
my dad, he keep on said me stupid...
whn i meet them....
wad can i do...
i go n slip...
they said me c movie until so late...
den din hv enought slip den alway slip in afternoon...
bt they nvr thk tat is tat we din hv any thg 2 chat...
den i only can go n slip...
i c Epop...
den they said me crazy...
dream 2 bcum artis...
they nvr thk tat wad is i ned...
i gt try...
bt they nvr accept...
jz lyk nw...
jz gt me...
1 ppl...
inside home...
我并不像大家想象中的坚强开心。。。
我累了。。
笑。。？
真的是从心里笑出来吗？？
心。。
不再心碎。。
心。。
已经死了。。。
我需要什么？？
我也不知道。。。
或许我已经习惯自己跟自己说话了。。
笑容少了。。。
开心少了。。。
伤心却多了。。
时间也不会因为我而停留。。
老了。。
孤独了。。
什么也没有了。。？
身边只剩下什么？
友情，亲情，爱情。。?
我只知道那是骗人的。。
因为已经不可能再会出现在我生活当中。。

i ned money...

oh..
my god...
i ned money...
i ned more money...
i wan buy...
i wan buy...
camera...
hehehez...
bt bo lui...(no money)
haiz...
i thik i ned work hard in holiday..
part time...
den i thk gt 600++...
bt still less....
haiz...
i wan digital camera...
the camera atleas mz hv 10mgpcs...
or above...
haiz....
i wil buy it whn PC Fair...
hahaha...
hey guy...
my b.day...
is 28 January ...
hehehe...
wan gv me present..?
u can gv me camera...
wakakakaka...
or gv me ang pau...
den i will collec money 2 buy camera...
hehehehez....
nw u start save money den whn my b.day u can gv me d...
hahaha..

how cum 2day..?

oh my god...
2day morning...
so sui nia...
gv teacher write file...
i edy was wrote 4 line frm teacher...
april until nw...
bt it nvr settle by disiplin teacher....
gai nia...
haiz...
oh my god...
monday i dun0 hw 2 die d...
haiz...
who can help me...
i m 22 boring....
n who gt play pokemon Rubby d..?
haiz...
i duno hw 2 continue play it,..
haiz...
gt who can tEAch me...
haiz....
yor...

my god..

my god...
my godness...
oh my god...
2day..
LHS 1st time said me lyk tat...
i jz tell she i forgot take novel nia mah...
she scold me...
wuwuwuw...
bt not vry yen zhong...
jz hor she nvr did lyk tat 2 me...
i so supprise...
bt...
i din angry she...
cz i noe...
she hv baby...
yeah...
tat was a gud news 4 me...
ee hek 2day din go tuition again...
he din go tuition many time d...
gai nia...
so wad can i help he lerh???
i scold he b4...
bt he din hear...

wad is love??

wad is love?
nvr...
wadever i had it...
i still will let it go...
every ppl tell me tat...
2gthr v the grl who love me...
dun go n love tat grl we love bt not love us d...
bt...
haiz...
my heart was broken...
who can help me ??
yin??
caster??
no...
i noe tat 1 will help me will not be them...
whn my real grl will cum out in fron of me..?
haiz...
i thk it is hard...
cz such as me this kind shit guy gt which grl will love me...
willie...
dun dream...

獨家記憶

忘记分开后的第几天起
喜欢一个人看下大雨
没联络孤单就像连锁反应
想要快乐都没力气

雷雨世界像场灾难电影
让现在的我可怜到底
对不起谁也没有时光机器
已经结束的没有商量的余地

我希望你是我独家的记忆
摆在心底
不管别人说的多么难听
现在我拥有的事情
是你是给我一半的爱情

我喜欢你是我独家的记忆
谁也不行
从我这个身体中拿走你
在我感情的封锁区
有关于你绝口不提没问题

雷雨世界像场灾难电影
让现在的我可怜到底
对不起谁也没有时光机器
已经结束的没有商量的余地

我希望你是我独家的记忆
摆在心底
不管别人说的多么难听
现在我拥有的事情
是你是给我一半的爱情

我喜欢你是我独家的记忆
谁也不行
从我这个身体中拿走你
在我感情的封锁区
有关于你绝口不提没关系

我希望你是我独家的记忆
摆在心底
不管别人说的多么难听
现在我拥有的事情
是你是给我一半的爱情

我喜欢你是我独家的记忆
谁也不行
从我这个身体中拿走你
在我感情的封锁区
有关于你绝口不提没限期

hope u can open this web...

hope evry 1 can open this web...
this is a song...
hope u will lyk...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_duTfJRp6E&feature=related

The Love

In most cases we think: this is true love, when in fact it’s not. But than if this ain’t love than what it is? There are plenty of things that we confuse with love.

It could be just the basic instinct. The feelings can be passionate and crazy, but in fact both people may want only sex. And after it all the misunderstanding starts, and once infatuated lovers will find out that they have nothing in common and sometimes they don’t even know what to talk with each other.

Another variant is when people lack support, care and attention to their person or they just scared to stay single. Being with someone can be a habit when one simply got used to the other. It can either be a sick addiction or some self-interest. People call all these types of relationship love just by mistake or trying to conceal the true nature of it.

But than what does real love look and feel like? Maybe it’s when two people seem to know each other for ages and even in their previous lives. They can go on talking and talking and conversation never lacks topics and never gets dull. Or people don’t have to say anything because they understand each other without words. And those moments, minutes and even hours of silence are never uncomfortable. True love is when partners complete one another, when they’re together it’s peaceful, the whole other world with it’s sufferings and problems doesn’t exist and nothing even matters.

True love means understanding. One trusts another more than him/herself and feels ready to satisfy every little need of a partner. Two people don’t stop for a second looking into each other eyes.

It’s said that two persons truly in love aren’t looking at each other but in the one direction. And this is rather reasonable because they don’t say nothing “this is yours and this is mine” and share everything: friends, enemies, interests, problems and etc. One has his/her own identity but sees him/herself only as a part of the other. Still real love is not a relationship of property. If you really love someone you may say “I belong you” but always be ready to let go if it makes the person you love happy.

Jealousy stands out of the true love. How can one be jealous if there’s so much love and faithfulness? Real love doesn’t long for power, it doesn’t want to hurt, doesn’t want to punish for mistakes, it’s self-sacrificing and ready to forgive other and other again. But it’s wrong to think that true love is always a suffering, it only means that you take a person as he or she is and don’t expect the one you love to be perfect.

True love isn’t supposed to blow your mind, yet it doesn’t tend to get and to possess – it’s a and very special state of a soul.

But the question that true love is still has no definite answer. Do we truly love only once in our life? At what age are we supposed to meet our love? Does it last for a lifetime or just for a while? Probably everyone has his own answers to this questions. The truth is that no one should spend life chasing ideals or building relationships by some model of a true love. One will probably fail and miss the real thing beyond all this.

We should remember that very many things we need to supply our healthy and comfortable living but only the true feeling of love makes life really longer and happier. And this is scientifically proved.

The Meaning Of LOVE

Since a very long time ago, people have searched for the meaning of love. But even the great philosophers, with their profound definitions, could not fully touch its true essence. In a survey of 4-8 year olds, kids share their views on love. But what do little kids know about love? Read on and be surprised that despite their young and innocent minds, kids already have a simple but deep grasp of that four-letter word.

"Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way."

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."

"When someone loves you, the way she says your name is different. You know that your name is safe in her mouth."

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of theirs."

"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don't yell at him because you know it would hurt his feelings."

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My mommy and daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss but they look happy and sometimes they dance in the kitchen while kissing."

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."

"Love is hugging. Love is kissing. Love is saying no."

"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared she won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only does she still love you, she loves you even more."

"There are 2 kinds of love. Our love. God's love. But God makes both kinds of them."

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they've know each other so well."

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."

"Love is-if you hold hands and sit beside each other in the cafeteria. That means you're in love. Otherwise, you can sit across from each other and be okay."

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."

"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken."

"Don't feel so bad if you don't have a boyfriend. There's lots of stuff you can do without one."

"Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."

"If you want somebody to love you, then just be yourself. Some people try to act like somebody else, somebody the boy likes better. I think the boy isn't being very good if he does this to you and you should just find a nicer boy."

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day"

"When you're born and see your mommy for the first time.

"Love is what makes people hide in the dark corners of movie theaters."

"Love goes on even when you stop breathing and you pick up where you left off when you reach heaven."

"My enemies taught me how to love."

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."

"You have to fall in love before you get married. Then when you're married, you just sit around and read books together."

"I let my big sister pick on me because my Mom says she only picks on me because she loves me. So I pick on my baby sister because I love her."

"Love cards like Valentine's cards say stuff on them that we'd like to say ourselves, but we wouldn't be caught dead saying."

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."

"Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."

"You never have to be lonely. There's always somebody to love, even if it's just a squirrel or a kitten."

"You can break love, but it won't die."

2day hapen a bad thg...

haiz...
a hapy start...
bt had a bad ending...
haiz...
i go out v ozz eating...
we go MCD...
haiz...
after eat...
we wan go ATM take some money cz he wan buy 4 his young bro eat...
bt not enaugh...
who noe...
his helmet...
gv ppl stole d....
haiz..l
he call Edmund take extra helmet 4 he...
haiz...
pity...
he ned buy new 1...
hope his parent dun mind...

yesterday i went 2 heng ee high skul's scout Chung Qiu Wan Hui....

Yesterday...
is our skul Heng Ee's Scout Chung Qiu Wan Hui...
it start at nite....
bt in the morning i edy gt little bit dun wan go...
cz ned 2 wear second-u...
anyway...
at the night..
i oso go...
it start at 7pm...
bt they ned us 5.45 reach...
oh man...
i whr gt so gud...
so...
i lated...
whn i started prepared my thg...
i had a big problem...
tat is..
my cap...
omg...
whr is my cap...
normaly i put my cap on my table...
bt nw ...
it gone...
until nw i oso cnt found it...
so i quickly call Willson...
he passed the phone 2 Hong Xian...
she look lyk gt little bit angry...
bt she not angry me...
hahaha....
she said she will settle 4 me...
wow...
she is so GUD...
muackz...
wakakaka...
b4 i reached skul...
i go sunshine...
hahaha...
i go n bought teh"kek hua''...
b4 i started my motor...
the god...
the sky...
it rain...
tat is a big trouble...
wadever...
tat is nt my buissness...
after i reached...
we wait the BIG MEN cum in lol...
walao...
we waited them so long...
skip this such thg...
they close the light whn the CHUNG QIU WAN HUI was going on...
wow..
thr had many beautifull TENG LONG...
i meet a grl...
she is jia ying...

tat she....
hahaha...
wadever...
den we photo many pic...
bt i lazy upload...
wakakka....
k la...
tat enought..
lazy write..
ozz is calling me go out eat Mcd...
hahahaha...
bye...


n wish caster hapy b.day...

haiz...wad

should i do??
2mr nite...
haiz...
nw i still pening...
oh yah...
grace's bday had past away....
4gt wish she hapy b.day...
nvm la...
i thk tat she oso dun mind....
sunday...
is another guy b.day...
yeah yeah...
tat guy is a grl...
who call caster...
i wish she hapy every day n hav a gud result in her pmr....
2mr is zhong chiu jie...
haiz...
duno gt celebrate v cousin them or nt...
haiz...
hope tat gt la....
every year oso celebrate v them...
hope tat they dun 4gt...

omg..

omg...
i sick d...
wana die...
eat wrng thg...
呕吐，泄 和胃痛。。。
help me...