11/10/09

2day...
1.30pm only woke up...
duno why...
feel lonely...?
my sis went out v her friend...
i think that maybe she went 2 pragin...
my brother , he also went out v friend....
look like went to gurny....
my parent, went out also...
but i duno they going whr...
when i woke up...
every one went out already...
jz me...
stay at home...
c movie...
now i only start feel that how long did i start less chat v them...
join v them...
how come will be lyk tat??
i oso duno...
every time...
my mother , my sis n bro will chat v she...
my dad, my mom n sis will chat v he...
my sis, my bro ,mom n dad will chat v she...
my bro , my sis will play v he, my mom will chat v he...
me...
i cnt chat v my bro...
we hv ntg 2 say...
sis, i cnt chat v she also...
cz she will said this is nt his buissness...
my mum, she alway jz will said tat dun join v my frien so many...
they r not gud children...
my dad, he keep on said me stupid...
whn i meet them....
wad can i do...
i go n slip...
they said me c movie until so late...
den din hv enought slip den alway slip in afternoon...
bt they nvr thk tat is tat we din hv any thg 2 chat...
den i only can go n slip...
i c Epop...
den they said me crazy...
dream 2 bcum artis...
they nvr thk tat wad is i ned...
i gt try...
bt they nvr accept...
jz lyk nw...
jz gt me...
1 ppl...
inside home...
我并不像大家想象中的坚强开心。。。
我累了。。
笑。。？
真的是从心里笑出来吗？？
心。。
不再心碎。。
心。。
已经死了。。。
我需要什么？？
我也不知道。。。
或许我已经习惯自己跟自己说话了。。
笑容少了。。。
开心少了。。。
伤心却多了。。
时间也不会因为我而停留。。
老了。。
孤独了。。
什么也没有了。。？
身边只剩下什么？
友情，亲情，爱情。。?
我只知道那是骗人的。。
因为已经不可能再会出现在我生活当中。。